I know I have whined a lot about my job but I am so close to quitting. I keep having days that I am having to really work hard to not just walk out. That obviously isn't a good way to handle things! I still like the work and most of the people I work with. It is just a few nasty ones that have just about pushed me over the edge. I don't understand how there can be such different expectations on behavior from one person to the next and why one person can be so incredibly lazy and her opinion seems to matter more than anyone else's. Anyway, I am just frustrated. We have a meeting first thing in the morning and we are going to talk about some of the things we are frustrated about. I don't think it will go well. I hope I can in fact make it through the meeting.

On another note, we are having our first snow of the season. The wind is horrendous and it is so cold. I didn't break out Jake's winter coat this morning because I need to rework his car seat straps to fit him in there. Is that a bad mom? He had a long sleeve shirt, a sweater and a sweatshirt on. He was only outside from the time to get to the car into daycare which wasn't even a minute. But on the way home we had to stop at the store and that was a bit longer.

I am having a lot of problems making Jake angry right now. You see, what ever I have he wants. Like the hot chocolate I have at the moment. He, of course, can't have it. Or pizza, or pretty much anything that crosses my husband's lips. I guess it means we need to be eating a better diet but it is hard.